Friday, September 25, 2009

Day 7.


I'm sick.

I'm tired.

I'm lazy.

And I'm just feeling crappy about myself.

I'm afraid of losing weight. What if I lose all this weight & am still shy? Still can't get any friends? Still can't find a boyfriend? I can blame all of it on my weight right now. If I can't blame it on my weight anymore, then it must be ME. It must mean that no one wants to be friends with ME because of ME. Not because I'm fat.

So how can I change myself into a person that people want to be friends with?


  1. oh! *BIG HUG* Don't worry about that! It feels like the fat is a cushion that keeps us safe but trust me, it's not. Just think of how good you'll feel and the rest will fall into place. People are naturally attracted to others that feel good about themselves. Plus it's amazing how weightloss destroys shyness. And besides ^.^ you have us! And we all know just from your writing what a great and interesting person you are! Of course people are going to want to be your friend!

  2. I never thought of it that way! I always blame every single failure on my weight. Then this morning I watched "Naughty Kitchen" on Oxygen and that girl is way bigger than me, but she doesnt let that stop her from anything.

    I dont know how you can turn into "that person" people want to be friends with. Start taking some classes that are of interest to you, go walking...I havent really had a TRUE friend in 3 years...friends are hard to come by these days. But I never stop trying. Itll come to you, right now just focus on losing the weight.

  3. Love yourself! Believe that you a person people want to get to know. Get involved in lots of activities. Put yourself out there. Talk to random people in your classes. Be your best self!

  4. I am your friend, I realize that I am just an online person, but I am your friend.

    And everyone else is right.. once you learn to love yourself the rest will fall into place.

  5. It's impossible to change yourself into the person other people want you to be... the good news is you don't have to. People do like you. You seem like a pretty awesome person to me.